This one is not for everybody. Not for most people, actually. It's first person POV, present tense, stream of consciousness. And it's looooooong. That's a WHOLE lot of stream of consciousness, my friend. Also: you need to have watched both season 1 and 2 of the TV series. After contemplating DNF-ing around 20% in ('OMG! I'm only at 20%, how long is
this thing?!?'), it got strangely compelling. Little weaker towards the end, as usual with fanfic, but not sorry I stuck this one out at all.